Maybe the real test isn’t in whether you drive the knife through the heart. Maybe the real test is in whether you refuse.
"When you open a book," the sentimental library posters said, "anything can happen." This was so. A book of fiction was a bomb. It was a land mine you wanted to go off. You wanted it to blow your whole day. Unfortunately, hundreds of thousands of books were duds. They had been rusting out of everyone's way for so long that they no longer worked. There was no way to distinguish the duds from the live mines except to throw yourself at them headlong, one by one. --Annie Dillard, An American Childhood
I would like to live to be a hunded because loving and being loved are so good and there are so many books; but were I to learn now that I had only a week left, I would finish today's spell of writing, have the cup of coffee that I crave and go on with the one book I'm reading. --John Tittensor, Year One: A Record
I would like to live to be a hunded because loving and being loved are so good and there are so many books; but were I to learn now that I had only a week left, I would finish today's spell of writing, have the cup of coffee that I crave and go on with the one book I'm reading. --John Tittensor, Year One: A Record
October 14, 2014
I Would Fail Abraham's Test
Rachel Held-Evans, via her blog
September 17, 2014
Life After Life
by Kate Atkinson
Frieda, on a prompt from Eva, did a twirl and laughed. She was the molten core at the center of Ursula's heart, the better part of everything she did or thought. Ursula would be willing to walk on knives for the rest of her life if it would protect Frieda. Burn in the flames of hell to save her. Drown in the deepest of waters if it would buoy her up. (She had explored many extreme scenarios. Best to be prepared.) She had had no idea (Sylvie gave no indication) that maternal love could be so gut-achingly, painfully physical.
"Oh yes," Pamaela said, as if it were the most casual thing in the world, "It turns you into a regular she-wolf."
August 4, 2014
You Are A Swan
from a Spirit Animal quiz
Swans are idealistic, open-minded, and passionate. Your good nature often leads people to think they can take advantage of you, but they should be careful—beneath that serenity lies a fighting spirit. Your love is fierce and unconditional, fueled by the certainty that it should last forever.
July 28, 2014
Saturday
by Sydney Poulton
via the daybook
via the daybook
There is something terrible that comes with parenthood. Tied up within the absolutely heart-bursting goodness that is, for instance, observing your little boy digging through his dad's wrench set while singing a high pitched rendition of, You are So Beautiful, is the buried awareness of exactly what there is to lose.
June 25, 2014
We Were Liars
by E. Lockheart
I wanted to touch him like he was a bunny, a kitten, something so special and soft your fingertips can't leave it alone. The universe was good because he was in it.
June 13, 2014
Real Talk
by Jill Scott
Nothing is simple when you love someone this much. Nothing is neat when you’re this needed. Life doesn’t stop because you’ve given birth. A new life begins and you own it and make it yours.
June 3, 2014
Bird by Bird
by Anne Lamott
Is it okay with you that you blow off your writing, or whatever your creative/spiritual calling, because your priority is to go to the gym or do yoga five days a week? Would you give us one of those days back, to play or study poetry? To have an awakening? Have you asked yourself lately, "How alive am I willing to be?" It's all going very quickly. It's mid-May, for God's sake. Who knew. I thought it was late February.
Oh my God, what if you wake up some day, and you're 65, or 75, and you never got your memoir or novel written; or you didn't go swimming in warm pools and oceans all those years because your thighs were jiggly and you had a nice big comfortable tummy; or you were just so strung out on perfectionism and people-pleasing that you forgot to have a big juicy creative life, of imagination and radical silliness and staring off into space like when you were a kid? It's going to break your heart. Don't let this happen.
April 25, 2014
untitled
by Rumi
Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.
November 26, 2013
Catching Fire
by Suzanne Collins
My nightmares are usually about losing you. I'm okay once I realize you're here.
October 16, 2013
Five Years Later
by Rachel Denbow
It's okay to be sad for as long as you need to be and then it's okay to not be so sad.
October 12, 2013
Orphan Train
by Christina Baker Kline
Molly learned long ago that a lot of the heartbreak and betrayal that other people fear their entire lives, she has already faced. And still she breathes and sleeps and grows taller. She wakes up every morning and puts on clothes. So when she says it's okay, what she means is that she knows she can survive just about anything.
September 7, 2013
Shift
by Hugh Howey
He remembered speaking with a doctor who knew the truth, and having a sense of wonder that anyone could cope with such knowledge. And now he saw that it wasn't that the pain grew tolerable or the confusion went away. Instead, it simply became a part of you.
July 10, 2013
East
by Edith Pattou
The joy I feel is immense; it burns inside me as though I have swallowed a piece of the sun.
July 4, 2013
Ask a Conditionalist (Q&A)
Response by Edward Fudge
We are specifically forbidden to judge the final destiny of others. That makes very good sense because we do not know their hearts or their circumstances, and we lack the ability either to save or destroy.
June 14, 2013
How Not To Be Alone
by Jonathan Safran Foer
We live in a world made up more of story than stuff. We are creatures of memory more than reminders, of love more than likes. Being attentive to the needs of others might not be the point of life, but it is the work of life. It can be messy, and painful, and almost impossibly difficult. But it is not something we give. It is what we get in exchange for having to die.
April 25, 2013
Delirium
by Lauren Oliver
[It is] the condemner and the condemned. The executioner; the blade; the last-minute reprieve; the gasping breath and the rolling sky and the thank you, thank you, thank you, God.
Love: It will kill you and save you, both.
April 22, 2013
January 28, 2013
Color of the Year : 2013 : Yellow
by Bridget Pilloud
When you feel lost, feel where you are. Draw a line from the center of your belly up through your head, up into the heavens, and another line from the center of your belly down through your feet. Feel yourself standing between heaven and earth, being part of both.
December 27, 2012
Mother and Fawn
by Angie Yingst
It all makes me feel old and brand new, like a fawn, spots like code across my back, and my legs not quite strong enough to hold my own weight and yet hours away from running.
December 17, 2012
The Salt God's Daughter
by Ilie Ruby
It was as possible to miss someone in front of you as it was to miss someone who had left. It was also possible to miss someone who had not yet been born. This I had learned.
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